<P>YT,
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<P>I don't suppose you'll find this for a few days, but I can't get online and I need to get moving.
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<P>Just forget about all of this. I was so wrong. This whole thing is a waste of energy and a complete mess. Look at what happened to Jack.
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<P>You know there's no going back for me until the job is finished, but nobody is going to keep tabs on you. Get your things together, take whatever you need from the apartment (I'm certainly not going back there again) and just go home. Spend a few months keeping your head down. Don't use your old passport - AP can help you with documents and money, just call by the shop - and go back to that wonderful place. Go breathe the clean air. Warm that hearth again. 
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<P>If you set a place for me at the table, I'll try to find my way back.